Girl behind the window                                                 


 When she peered out the window, everything was so different from where she grew up. The
street below was overrun with the crowd. Tons of young people were gathered in small circles,
passionately arguing.  Some held signs, waving them furiously, heads moved back and forth and
hands cut the air like knives. She’d never seen people that excited before—what could have
made so many people so angry? She wondered.

 She could not read Farsi but recognized the curved letters with dots in their bellies like pregnant
women with triplets. Letters with mouths half open, hungry enough to swallow the silent
characters sitting innocently next to them and the sharp blades of others like the sickles
peasants used to harvest. She’d seen them all in books her father read.

 The warning from the Center for National Security on the radio this morning echoed in her
head, “Any gathering of three or more persons on streets is prohibited and illegal. Perpetrators
will be arrested.” She could not estimate the number of buses required to haul all these criminals
to jail. If people back in America took to the streets so passionately like this, at least obesity
wouldn’t be an issue. She grinned.

 She sipped the hot Darjeeling tea BeeBee, the grandmother she’d only met yesterday had
prepared for her. The young woman wasn’t sure if her weakness and spacey head resulted from
jet lag or from the crowd of cousins, aunts, and uncles vying for a glimpse of her. On this, first trip
to her motherland she was overwhelmed by endless platters of food and constant kisses
blanketing her cheeks and forehead. Her nostrils burned from Espand, the scented seed, grilled
to prevent the evil eye.

 Suddenly, she was stunned by her mobile phone ringing out the first few bars of “Yankee
Doodle”. This was the first time it rang in the three days since she left America. Enthusiastically,
she pushed the talk button. “Hello?”
  “Hello. My name is Peter Burton from Prudential Insurance. I have great news for you and I
promise my call wouldn’t take more than a few minutes of your time. ”
 “How interesting, I’m thousands of miles away from home. I can’t believe I’m receiving calls from
the US. What can I do for you?”
 “Yes, it’s amazing how connected we are in the world.”
 Outside, a uniformed officer snatched the pamphlets from a young man’s hands and threw them
in a ditch. His action agitated the crowd around him.
 “I am calling to offer you the best life insurance at the lowest premium.”
 A second officer approached the same young man from behind and quickly pounded him to the
ground with the butt of his gun.
 “All you pay is a few dollars a month and we insure your life for $250,000.”
 The young man coiled in agony. An old woman stood a few feet from the scene, watching with
trembling hands clamped over her mouth.
 “I need to ask you a few simple questions just to fill out the forms.”  
 “Shoot.”
 A shot cracked the air. The crowd scattered in fear.
 “Are you between 18 and 25?”
 A line of soldiers flooded out of a military vehicle and took positions on both sides of the street.
Their helmets reflected the sharp rays of light into her eyes.
 “Yes.”
 A running woman tripped as she escaped the chaos and her scarf fell to the sidewalk. Now she’
d broken the law by not wearing her Hejab in public. She knelt to retrieve it, but an explosion
convinced her otherwise.  She ran leaving her scarf and her right shoe behind to disappear
under the feet of others.
 “Are you currently a full time student?”
 “Any demonstration is considered a threat to national security and perpetrators will be severely
punished.” The words echoed in her ears.
 “Yes.”
 The armed military personnel surrounded two young demonstrators. As others rushed to their
rescue, soldiers shoved them away. A military Jeep approached the circle and officers wrestled
two men and a woman in their early twenties into the vehicle.
 “You don’t smoke, do you?”
 “No.” She nervously shifted her glance to her sweating palms and wished she had a cigarette
now.
 Another Jeep plowed through the crowd. Soldiers leaped out taking positions on the sides of the
street; their guns aimed at demonstrators.  
 “By not smoking, you have done yourself two favors. First you haven’t shortened your life.
Second, you’ve drastically reduced your premium.”
 She squinted through the window and noticed a soldier on the roof across the street aiming.
Down in the street, a young woman, one who looked quite like herself, was wandering around
confused, lost in the crowd. She could hear her heart pounding.   More shots echoed across the
buildings. People scattered. Some crowded into a sandwich shop, a few rushed into a bakery.
Others ducked behind cars. Apparently, everyone else knew what to do in a chaotic situation, but
the young girls. Neither the girl in the street nor the one behind the window knew what to do, or
even where she was. They didn’t understand the chaos, strangers lost in the pandemonium.
Another shot was fired.
  “You are in prime of your life.”
 She collapsed. Everything turned gray except the growing red spot on the front of her dress.
 “Congratulations! You are qualified for the lowest cost life insurance.”
 The young girl touched her heart; she was drenched in blood.